Bought my first thing for my apt. Wahoo. So exciting. I have my bathroom stuff picked out too. I was thinking buying that on my next check. Its gonna be about $75 bucks for the floor rugs, shower curtain, and towels. I also want to get one of those rounded shower rods like in hotels. And a fancy shower head. But those arent pressing. I needs kitchen stuff too. I dont have any of that bc I just let Russell take all of that.
3rd "date" with Chris. This was much different then the other 2, in my opinion. We seem to have relaxed w/ each other more, we spent a lot of the day together and it was good. He makes me smile and laugh. He tells me I'm beautiful and I dont feel like my weight is something holding him back.
*Kelli is still "missing." No one has heard from her. I am really starting to worry.
*I got a letter from Ryry. I miss him!!
*I was so busy on my days off. But I got my a/c fixed. $319!
*I downloaded some new songs on itunes and just realized I got jipped on a song. Its only like a min long.
Mkay...My gma has been sick the past 2 days. And I have been careful about washing my hands and not putting my fingers in my mouth (I'm a nail biter) so hopefully I'm in the clear.
Ta-ta for now...ewww who says that...
Seriously? You have GOT to be kidding me!
Friday, May 18, 2012
Monday, May 14, 2012
I wanna wake up skinny
I am so disappointed right now. Kelli left rehab either last night or today. Man my family was really praying that this was it. I am not kidding when I say I am done. I've done it before and I will do it again. I will delete her from Facebook, stop responding to text, not answer her phone calls. Its hard. I worry about her. What if one of those text is an emergency?? But I really feel like the whole family needs to step in and say we wont just let you sit here, sick, and be ok w/ it. Get help or get out. I wish everyone could be strong enough to actually do that. That poor baby she has, shes 6(?) months. Ugh!!
I have been feeling very...disconnected again lately. I hate for things in my life to be blah, mundane. I like to feel happy, I want to be IN LOVE... I enjoy feeling giddy and excited. It seems like I had spent too much time putting all this energy into the wrong relationships and now I just want to already be far enough into a relationship to be established.
Speaking of, had a 2nd date w/ Chris. It went well. I like him. I would say the negatives are completely un related to him or us, really. Time, distance and work schedules are major negatives. I would like to see him more then once a week, and get the feeling he would too, but currently it seems we are stuck dealing. We started talking about seeing each other on my off days this week. Didnt agree on anything yet. We cant decide what we wanna do. I am too relaxed. Really I'm good w/ hanging at the house. But I think if it develops into more we'll have plenty of time to do that, we should take advantage of this dating phase now.
I actually have quite a few things I wanna get done this "weekend." I need to pay my car note, get my a/c fixed in my car, my brother wants me to come hang and see his new place, visitation w/ my puppy, see Chris, hang w/ my bff at some point. And I really wanna swim/tan too. Oh and I need new work shoes.
Man, I am so bored...come on, someone needs to text me or something...help keep me awake...
I have been feeling very...disconnected again lately. I hate for things in my life to be blah, mundane. I like to feel happy, I want to be IN LOVE... I enjoy feeling giddy and excited. It seems like I had spent too much time putting all this energy into the wrong relationships and now I just want to already be far enough into a relationship to be established.
Speaking of, had a 2nd date w/ Chris. It went well. I like him. I would say the negatives are completely un related to him or us, really. Time, distance and work schedules are major negatives. I would like to see him more then once a week, and get the feeling he would too, but currently it seems we are stuck dealing. We started talking about seeing each other on my off days this week. Didnt agree on anything yet. We cant decide what we wanna do. I am too relaxed. Really I'm good w/ hanging at the house. But I think if it develops into more we'll have plenty of time to do that, we should take advantage of this dating phase now.
I actually have quite a few things I wanna get done this "weekend." I need to pay my car note, get my a/c fixed in my car, my brother wants me to come hang and see his new place, visitation w/ my puppy, see Chris, hang w/ my bff at some point. And I really wanna swim/tan too. Oh and I need new work shoes.
Man, I am so bored...come on, someone needs to text me or something...help keep me awake...
Sunday, May 6, 2012
I wanna MOVE!
Ok sorry about the picture purging. I have a bad habit of right clicking stuff and never doing anything w/ it. So I had a ton of pics in my folder at work. And I very badly needed to clean it out.
I am currently having an internal conflict. I went and looked at The Bradford apts. The floor plan I want, on the 1st floor, etc. Its available a little sooner then I expected. The 19th. Of course I couldn't actually move till the 22nd. If I moved now things might be a little tight for the first 2-3 months. Maybe...OMG I wanna this apt so bad. AND I want my pupster w/ me. I miss my Chancey-loo.
Last night, while looking for some Tylenol I found a pain pill. Hallelujah! I took that and in about 30 mins I was gooooooood. Killed my pain and knocked me out. I slept great. But I sure was groggy this morning.
And just for Chris I blogged about kittens. This is Roosevelt. He was my napping buddy when I was at Krystal. He is big and fluffy. He has a big cat brother named Roman and a little cat sister named Valentine.
I am currently having an internal conflict. I went and looked at The Bradford apts. The floor plan I want, on the 1st floor, etc. Its available a little sooner then I expected. The 19th. Of course I couldn't actually move till the 22nd. If I moved now things might be a little tight for the first 2-3 months. Maybe...OMG I wanna this apt so bad. AND I want my pupster w/ me. I miss my Chancey-loo.
Last night, while looking for some Tylenol I found a pain pill. Hallelujah! I took that and in about 30 mins I was gooooooood. Killed my pain and knocked me out. I slept great. But I sure was groggy this morning.
And just for Chris I blogged about kittens. This is Roosevelt. He was my napping buddy when I was at Krystal. He is big and fluffy. He has a big cat brother named Roman and a little cat sister named Valentine.
Purging My Pictures Folder/Some Adult Content
Other Bedroom Ideas
I love LOVE the lights strung around the headboard.
I did really like this one at first but now idk...seems too over the top.
Friday, May 4, 2012
11 advil in 16 hours is ok?
My stay with Krystal is coming to an end. Whomp whomp. Matt is coming home Sunday or Monday and so I am headed back to my gparents house. Waaaaaah how sadly. I love living w/ my bff. Its so much fun. We do so many activities. lol No not really we just laugh, a lot. Like all the time. Like shoot boogers out, choke on our drink laughter. Sigh...oh well...lol.
I went shopping yesterday for my date w/ Chris. I got a new top, bolero jacket, skirt and panties. I am keeping them all except the skirt. Its super cute and everything but 1 - I dont like that style skirt 2 - the freaking zipper messed up. Already. Oh and the panties weren't really for the date, lol. My older ones were too big, lol. So we met at his apt and when to dinner. Dinner went well. Of course the newness at first was fun, lol. Awkward. But we relaxed pretty quick. After we had dinner we went back to his apt. He lives there w/ his sister, and his mom was there visiting his sister. So I met mom on the 1st date. lol We watched 2 movies and snuggled. It was a nice night. He walked me to my car and yes, we will be seeing each other again. Yay. I'm happy. He is a cutie.
My tooth/temple/jaw area is killing me, too annoyingly painful to use my brain currently. Maybe I will be back...
I went shopping yesterday for my date w/ Chris. I got a new top, bolero jacket, skirt and panties. I am keeping them all except the skirt. Its super cute and everything but 1 - I dont like that style skirt 2 - the freaking zipper messed up. Already. Oh and the panties weren't really for the date, lol. My older ones were too big, lol. So we met at his apt and when to dinner. Dinner went well. Of course the newness at first was fun, lol. Awkward. But we relaxed pretty quick. After we had dinner we went back to his apt. He lives there w/ his sister, and his mom was there visiting his sister. So I met mom on the 1st date. lol We watched 2 movies and snuggled. It was a nice night. He walked me to my car and yes, we will be seeing each other again. Yay. I'm happy. He is a cutie.
My tooth/temple/jaw area is killing me, too annoyingly painful to use my brain currently. Maybe I will be back...
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