I will have a good day!

Today will be a good day. Today will be a good day.
Today will be a good day. Today will be a good day.

Maybe if I just keep telling myself that I will have one. No, really. I am gonna try to not let my sleepiness get me in a funk. But it has already been a frustrating day and I have only been out of bed for 2 hours. Lemme rewind a little...

Yesterday was my mommas bday. Pedro and I planned a (surprise) dinner for my mom at Red Lobster at 8. I already knew I was gonna be tired today. Then they were late. And our service was slow. The waiter was overly friendly which was awkward. Oh, and my mom was a little tipsy so she was loud. I felt so bad for the couple right next to us. Food was yum and my mom was happy. Got home and in bed around 11.
Altho I did wanna call in, I am trying to clear my attendance record. I had let way too many days build up and I dont like feeling like I am living my life on the edge, lol. So yeah I got up when my evil, evil alarm went off only hitting the snooze twice. Took me twice as long to get ready too. Sooo sleepy. I could actually feel myself getting heavy eyelids on the drive TO work, which is not a good start to the day. Get to Starbucks ordered my coffee and breakfast and the lady tells me, after already waiting a few mins, that the oven wasnt pre-heated so its gonna take a few more mins bc she needs to wait on that to toast my bagel. Ugh. Ok

Waiting...
Waiting...
Waiting...

Um...What time is it? 5:20! OMG Bitch, I cant wait anymore. I swap out my bagel for a parfait and try to leave. Walk outside and some big doucher in a Lexus is so close to me I literally can NOT get in my car. I am thoroughly PISSED at that point. I go back in and yell for who ever drives it needs to move bc I cant get in my car. I cant believe he parked so close. He had to squeeze to get in and hes super skinny. Jerk.

Anyway, I was so annoyed and could feel myself getting in a funk but really, I dont wanna be grumpy.
This coffee is making my tummy hurty. Boo.

K thats all. <3

House!

We found our house. Its awesome. Ever since we went and looked at it I cant stop thinking about it. The bathroom is huge. The living room is so nice. The kitchen. The garage. The laundry room. I cant get over it. We turn in the application and app fees today. I am bouncing off the walls inside my head.

Came home to the power being out, again. Dumbass bitch was asleep. Never even knew the power was out. Jon had to pay it in full AGAIN, with of course no payback from them. Luckily that should have been the last bill he will ever have to pay for them. Jerks.

Hmm well I took too long to update and now its getting busy so gotta cut this short.

Weekend Tease

The weekend started off so good. I got off early on Friday, at noon. Came home. Opened up the blinds and a few doors, sat on the couch and watched Scrubs on Netflix. Mindlessly surfed the web and snuggled w/ my pup. Made dinner and spent the evening with Jon.
Saturday morning was more of the same. Got up and headed to the living room. Opened up blinds and windows. Had breakfast and met a lady down the street to pick up some stuff I bought off her online. Watched more Scrubs and snoozed off and on. Jon actually got to come home at a decent time. We watched Valentines Day and then Here Comes the Boom. We had an amazing night after the movie. We had the house to ourselves and we took advantage.

Sunday...the awesome weekend I was having came crashing down. First the real estate guy flaked out. And I was so disappointed. Everyday that goes by is another day we could lose a house we both would love. We then decided to cash in our GC to Gringos. It was yummy and fattening and I ate all my dinner. We both were happily dozing in our food coma's when I saw something on the stairs by the window outside. I got up and looked out the blinds and there was the worst sight in the world.

Donnas Blazer.

She came back. Danny had been MIA since Thursday and I kept saying I want him to come home. I wanna see him. I wanted to check in w/ him and see how he was doing. Saturday night I said to Jon I just hope he hasnt gone to Sugarland, where her mom lives. Sigh.

The last few days was so nice. This weight that was sitting on the house was lifted. Jon and I were comfortable and happy. We got a taste of what it will be like when its just the 2 of us. It was so nice while it lasted. How disappointing.

We picked up all of stuff and went to our room for the rest of the evening. And we will be back in there again from now on. Sucks. We shouldnt let them run us off into our room, but we dont like interacting w/ them at all. If we are in OUR living room they speak to us. No thanks.

So sad....

Ding Dong the Witch is Dead

OMG What a night!?! So I didnt blog yesterday bc I was kinda overwhelmed w/ everything but basically Wednesday night Danny and Donna got into probably the biggest fight so far. The screaming was coming from both sides (more Donna of course) and they were stomping around upstairs for awhile going back and forth. The usual was said and she threatened to leave...again.
Came home yesterday. I'm in the room and hear all kinds of racket, so I grab Chance and open the door to see all kinds of boxes and bags in front of the door. She comes down and says shes leaving Danny. Shes tired of him and his crap. She cant take it anymore. I took a nap and when I woke up she was gone.
And the people rejoiced. lol
I know that Danny still has issues, but hes not the dramatic one. Hes not the one who stirs up shit. The entire house felt like there was a weight lifted from it. Everyone was happy and smiles. It was crazy. Danny came down and chit chatted w/ us and it was so nice. So hopefully they stay apart. Apparently Jon says Danny isnt one of those guys who goes back and forth w/ women, so we will see. He has a plan to get back on his feet and outta his hole. I'm rooting for him of course.

I stopped by the store yesterday on the way home to pick up dinner. Since J is tired of chicken I was picking up some stuff to make chili dogs (chicken dogs, turkey chili, whole wheat buns). When you walk in they have flowers in the entrance and I have been eyeing them for over a week now. I decided to go ahead and buy a dozen hot pink roses for Jon. I know its weird for guys to get flowers but they're 1/2 for him and 1/2 for the house. They are so pretty. And dinner came out so freaking good.

Well TGIF and hope y'all have a good weekend. Jon and I are looking at house, FINALLY :)

Amazing

This describes exactly what happened w/ J and I. He is my everything. I couldn't have asked for anything more. Its been an amazing 5 months. And I really cant wait till we are in our house.

God. He makes me so happy.

I Quit!

Wow!! I quit cold turkey after having a really bad cold/flu several years ago. I never expected to stay quit so I didnt pay attention to the date. I know it was Dec/Jan either 07/08. So this is a guess-timate but either was its still been a long time.

Pretty cool.

Hey Pretty Girl

I had a rough day diet wise yesterday. First I didnt even try to resist some peanut M&M's in training class. Which wouldnt have been too bad had that been my only issue. Nope. After having to stay late at work bc of the training class (that was a complete waste of time) I decided to stop at Sonic. My intention was to get an unsweet tea. Well they were advertising 99 cent snacks during "happy hour." So I ordered 2 mozzarella sticks. Once he brought out the order I realized it was 2 full size orders. He messed up. And instead of doing the right thing....I ate them all. BUT the good news is today is a new day AND I learned something. If I notice a lack of willpower during the day dont tempt myself later. Oh and PS my stomach has hurt off and on since then.

Jon and I are both getting pretty tired of chicken. I cant wait till we move so I can cook in the kitchen like a normal person instead of in a garage w/ just a microwave and crockpot. I would like to make some fish, and we could do some lean red meats too. But those dont do well in the microwave, lol. I am gonna try and find some recipes in the mean time that are meatless to add to our weekly dinners.



I am completely in love with this song currently. Its a beautiful song, telling a beautiful story.