Seriously? You have GOT to be kidding me!

Friday, November 30, 2012

Last of the NaBloPoMo Prompts

Monday, November 26, 2012
Do you speak more than one language?  How did you learn the additional languages? - Nope. My class, c/o 2000 was the last class in my school district not required to take a 2nd language for graduation. It was suggested but not req, so...I didnt do it.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012
If you could instantly know any language in the world, which one would it be? - I would love to learn something pretty like French but it would be more practical to learn Spanish.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Tell us about the worst trip you ever took. - Hmmm I cant think of an actual vacation that was terrible. But my ex and I did go out of town for Hurricane Ike. But just barely. We needed to be able to get back quickly bc of his line of work. We stayed at a new hotel, the one w/ the interior hallways, on the 3rd floor. Well we didnt go out far enough, Ike was huge. We lost power around 10pm and it never came back on. We couldnt open the door for ventilation. We had the room for 3 days and couldnt decide what to do, go home and lose the $$ or stay. We finally decided to leave. And had to carry all the stuff down 3 flights of stairs.

Thursday, November 29, 2012
Tell us about three new blogs you found this year. - I cant name just 3. But I did find Tumblr this year and thats been fun.

Friday, November 30, 2012
What has been the hardest part about blogging daily? - I didnt do it, but its just finding something different and semi interesting to say. Yeah I could blog everyday, my post would be like:
Hit the snooze button like 3 times before finally getting up. Let Chance out to potty, he didnt wanna go bc it was raining. Went up stairs to get my clothes outta the dryer. They were still a little damp. I hate that. Texted Jon and Krystal. Got on the comp. Played some farmville. Kept dozing off. It was too quiet. Turned on the tv, it was still on the music station from last night. Played around online for awhile longer. Finally started getting ready. I really need shampoo, conditioner and body wash. How did I run outta everything at once. Lame. Man I need to clean of the comp desk. Oh yeah Chances throw up. Meh, not now. On the way to work I just missed seeing some crazy accident. There were like 20 tow trucks on the scene. A truck managed to take out some poor guys fence. And there was a mini van in the ditch too. Thats about it, now just sitting at work. Annoyed at myself bc I forgot my phone charger.
Hmm...well I guess it wasnt THAT bad. But still.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

God Gave Me You

Apparently I have been slacking on the blogging front. Sorry guys. I was sickly. My free time consisted of sleeping. Or something that didnt require brain power. So Yes. Sunday/Monday was an awesome stomach bug. Actually in terms of a bug, I guess I prefer those types. Never actually threw up. Thought I was. But nope. Just weak, nauseated and kinda blah for a few days.
Tuesday was Melissas bday party and bonfire. J and I went and I'm so glad we made it. I want to bring him w/ me to all functions bc its like...I love my family, I love him. Ding. And hes now apart of the family. Hes sickly too. Worse then me actually. And hes super awesome for toughing out the cold w/ me and sitting outside for like an hr or so.
Got paid today. Ready to start my shopping. Like so ready to be done actually. I know its only the 28 but I'm feeling really anxious for some reason. And no one is telling me what the want. Grrr.
Today is me and Jon's 3 month anniversary. Thats right. Its already been 3 months. 3 months of awesomeness bc we are totally awesome. I couldnt have wish for a better man to have by my side. I've said it more then once, and I will continue to say it over and over until every single person has heard me. I may not have know that everything I didnt even know I was looking for (and some things I did know I was looking for) was in him, but I am so glad we kept going thru the awkwardness of the first few dates. Oh goodness were those adorably embarrassing or what?!? But its cool bc for #1 we have awesome memories to retell each other and #2 we made it thru it. Even if we clinked teeth w/ each other like waaaaaaaaaaaay too many times. No worries we TOTALLY got it down now ;)
In our short time together we have already dealt w/ some pretty stressful situations and I am proud of how we have handled them, together. I am always here for you, babe. You have found your support system, cheerleader, motivator, etc for life in me. Like you said tonight you aint getting rid of me, you're stuck w/ me now. I love you!!


Saturday, November 24, 2012

Soulmates?

A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself – to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.
~Leo Buscaglia


To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
~Heather Cortez


What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined for life? … to strengthen each other…to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories.
~George Eliot


I have never believed in soulmates. I never thought there is one person made for me. One person who I am made for and is made for me. I believed in connections. A click. A spark. I've had all of those. And obviously those never amounted to much. Pain. Broken hearts. Wasted time. Lies. Broken promises.

I've been in love. And even in the moment of love I never felt like that person staring back at me was "the one." Lustful feelings and intimate connections arent the same as a soulmate. I've never felt overwhelmed thinking about me and that other persons love. I have never gotten teary eyed thinking of spending the rest of my life w/ anyone.

Now I feel like I am having to rethink my beliefs on this matter. Jonathan has come into my life and now I feel like we were made for each other. But there are 7 billion people in the world. That cant be possible. Well whether you believe in soul mates or not, I can tell you I have had a change of heart. Theres no way anyone could convince me.

We are better people together. We have improved each others lives. Its only been 3 months and the changes already have been so great. I can only imagine what our future holds for us. It may be unpredictable but I can say we will make it thru by each others side. Supporting each other emotionally, physically and any other way one needs.

As far as my own personal feelings, its as simple as looking at a pic of me w/ him. I'm practically glowing. I am proud to have him by my side, to call him mine. I just...I love this man...lol. Plain and simple. And when I'm casually passing time "pinning" wedding stuff on pinterest I find myself kinda getting a little overwhelmed thinking about forever w/ J. I feel so blessed that we were picked for each other. And altho I am in no rush to get there, I do love the idea of US, forever.

Dear Jonathan,
Thank you for being a real man. A man who works hard to provide for his future and to achieve his goals. Thank you for loving me unconditionally. All my drama, ex's, family, etc. You dont have to put up w/ this crap but I am thankful you do. Thank you for loving the people and things I love. It means so much to me that you treat Chance like hes yours, and that you want to learn all my cousins names. I love that you read my blogs and that you want to know every thought and detail about me. I feel like about you too. Thank you for being protective over me and looking out for me when it comes to my safety, my health, my car, etc. You may feel like thats a given but so many men have stopped being that kinda man. Thank you for being a perv. :) You make me feel sexy and desirable and I have missed that for far too long. Thank you for letting me be the woman by your side. I love taking care of you. I love being the one to help you on bad days, I love being there to play on good days. Just thank you for being you.
I love you.
Rhianna
xoxox

Still sleepy, as usual

Tuesday, November 20, 2012
Talk about the opening of your favourite book. - LOL Uh I have no idea. I dont memorize books.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Where is your favourite place to read? - I like to read in bed. Either right before I go to sleep or in the mornings.

Thursday, November 22, 2012
When was the last time that you cried?  Why? - It was probably the day that I opened up about something personal to J. It was about a month ago and its something I am self conscious about.

Friday, November 23, 2012
What is the hardest word for you to say? - Like actual pronunciation? I'm bad w/ certain W's and R's. World War and Revolver. Those are hard for me. If you mean like some other word thats awkward or weird. I have No. I cant tell people no.

So theres my catch up on Nablopomo.

My Thanksgiving

*Started post yesterday*
OMG Work is dead today. Its just now 3pm and I still have 9:30 hours left. Waaaaah. I am falling asleep. Like I cant even entertain myself to not doze off this early in my day, I had to tell my boss not to write me up. Mkay he found some busy work for me to do. That was very helpful. Got me thru till almost my lunch time.

Happy Thanksgiving to everyone. I had a great one. Minus the part where I had to work. J and I woke up a little early and cuddled and laid in bed together for awhile. Finally I got up and we started getting ready. First stop was taking my car to work. Since I was going to need to be back to work by 7:30 it was the best case scenario. After that we headed out to his mommas for lunch and to watch the Texans game. I enjoy being around his mom. Barbara is very nice and friendly towards me. And its a real, sincere attitude. Not forced or fake.

Leaving there we headed to LC to my gparents house to see my family. Jon was very nervous about seeing all my family, but he did very well. I was proud of him. Unfortunately bc they ended up having lunch earlier then normal everyone was ready to go shortly after we got there. I was pretty bummed about that. But there was several hours left before I needed to be headed to work. I made a to go plate and we decided to split.

For the next couple hours I had J drive me around LC, Webster, Friendswood and Alvin, showing him all my old houses, schools, etc. Letting him see the town that I grew up in and how much I love my "small" towns. They are over populated now, but there are a few places left in town where you can get that old town feel.

After all that we headed back to Houston and he dropped me off at work, so I could work my 4 stupid hours. Just 58 More days till the schedule change!!

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Monday, November 19, 2012
If you had to get locked in some place (book store, amusement park, etc) overnight alone, where would you choose to be locked in? - Am I gonna be able to take things? lol Ummm...Target? This is a dumb one.