Seriously? You have GOT to be kidding me!

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Whats wrong with me?

I dont understand whats happening?
I am completely terrified over something bad happening w/ me and Kevin. This feeling of intensity is turning into anxiety. Which is eventually gonna give me an ulcer.
It probably has something to do w/ having ZERO control over the situation. Since he has no phone and we only communicate via yahoo IM or gmail chat (very rarely his office phone) I cant just call or text and have him respond. You dont realize how comforting that is until you dont have it.
I'm gonna have to pray for peace and comfort for myself. lol

ETA: I know I sound crazy. I'm venting my "crazy" out and keeping it away from actual people bc I realize how I sound. lol

1 comment:

  1. You're not crazy, your normal. That would drive me insane not being able to get in touch with Neil when I wanted. I mean, I know we are married, but still it's even worse when it's the beginning of a relationship because you need that interaction as a kind of reassurance. I hope you guys are able to find some way to keep in contact more easily soon. Oh, and I forgot to say before, sorry about your car...hope you get it back soon. :(