Seriously? You have GOT to be kidding me!

Sunday, January 22, 2012

I dont care what they say I'm in love with you

Saturday Afternoon w/ my love

Well...after thinking it over and over and over. I finally realized that I had to move forward w/ Kevin. He makes me happy. I know what he did some people think they could never forgive him and that I should move on, but...I cant. I love him. I want him in my life. And I want to be in his and Johnathan's. Period.

Saturday I met him at his work for a few hours then he came over. We talked some more about "us" (his dad offered for him to move out to Chicago) and basically I said that I cant be emotionally invested in this relationship if we aren't moving forward and I felt like I should just prepare myself to lose him. He said he wanted to be here w/ me. I asked if he would like to slow down a little and he said yes. THANK GOD!! I mean was that so hard. Thats all he had to say. I wouldnt have left him, I wasnt even the one who was rushing things. We are going to continue the relationship the way it is. I am going to get an apartment in Pipers Cove, where my bff lives (HEY BFF!!! ARE YOU EXCITED!!). Just slow down and enjoy each other. Get to know more detailed info about us.

This Friday I am finally meeting Johnathan. I am so nervous and excited. I wonder if Kevin has already planned it out yet. If the weather is nice maybe we can go to the beach and fly a kite. Johnathan has been begging for a kite, so that will be fun.

Ok well I need to get to my Sunday google reader time. Just wanted to update this first b4 I got to tired.

8 comments:

  1. Wait, didn't he croak?! or did he fake it?! I'm lost LOL

    HS

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    1. lol he's alive, crazy stuff right? BTW Welcome fellow Houstonian :)

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  2. crazy indeed lol... but a girl has to be happy so I'm glad he's here! Yes from Houston! I work downtown ;)

    Good Luck!

    HS

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    1. Did you know I replied to your comment or was it bc I commented on your blog?

      I work off 610. Across from Reliant.

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  3. Oh I saw your comment and then came back! my blog is about paying down debt, thanks for checking it out ;)

    HS

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  4. WOW OK I went back and read it holly cow, that's pretty f up... he lied and then lied and made you cry?! disappears for a while and everything should be ok? sounds like he's hiding something... dig a little deeper, notice how he always cancels at the last minute...

    Very creepy to do that to someone, be careful with this one, don't make me take metro rail down there talk some sense into you!

    Good luck,

    HS

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    1. Yeah...I know...I am scared but I love him. We have slowed it down, so we'll see what happens.

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    2. Sorry I know you want to be happy but just be careful even you said 'I am scared'..

      You can email me at the address on my blog if you need MORE sense talked in to you !


      HS

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