A New Year. A New Me.

Some things that I am looking forward to w/ the weight loss.

1. Being able to shop till I drop again. Right now my back starts to hurt really soon. So a few of these are gonna be related to that but I want to be specific.
2. Going to the Ren Fest.
3. I really wanna go ride some go-carts.
4. PAINTBALL :)
5. Going to the Texas Battleship thingy w/ Jon.
6. Concerts.
7. Football/Baseball Games (going to them, not playing)
8. Amusement Parks/Roller Coasters.
9. I wanna skydive.

Pretty much just being more active in general. I feel like I have let my weight hold me back from so much the last 2-3 years and that makes me sad. I always said I would never let that happen.

There are a lot of other things to look forward to also. Like:

1. Buying clothes in a reg store.
2. Being able to buy a ladies version of shirts (ie: concert, sports)
3. I want Jon to be able to pick me up all cute like and not like a fireman lift. lol

Then of course there are mental/emotional reasons.

1. Not feeling like everyone is staring at me bc I'm fat.
2. I have a lot of social anxiety about new places and stuff and I know its bc of my weight, wondering if they have space for me, will I be comfortable, seating, etc, so not having to worry about that.
3. Being a thin bride.
4. Being healthy enough to hopefully be able to get pregnant w/o any fertility issues.
5. Having a healthy pregnancy.

So yeah, thats not all of it but I wanted to remind myself why this is gonna be the time for me. I'm 30 and starting over fresh.

I GOT THIS!!! :)